Why do I have to be a sore loser?

I downloaded and installed the update for my phone so now it has Window's Mobile 6.0 instead of 5.0. It looks the same to me but now I will be able to use a high definition card in it.

Since I read that it can sync my contacts, email, calendar and everything else with Outlook I installed that on my computer too. Supposedly I can use outlook to sync my internet calendars since I use google calendar and 30 boxes.

BUT Microsoft has to make their shit as confusing as possible. I just spent an hour looking through Outlook 2007 trying to figure it all out. I set up my gmail so IMAP will work with it but when I sent an email to it, it didn't download but it downloaded a different new email.

I don't understand how to use it and this frustrates me to hell. I hate giving up too but my hatred for Outlook might win. Maybe I'll try Outlook 2003 or something or another. But then it probably won't sync with my phone anymore.

This phone is supposed to make my life easier but instead I am more frustrated. It looks like a traditional day planner and address book is beating my fancy new smartphone. I am supposed to be smarter than an object or an intangible program. Why do I have to be a sore loser?